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Silent Pain.

I just recently read a blog post about silent pain. It was like it was talking about me. Though the girl that wrote it and I deal with pain about completely different things and hers is much more serious, we still deal with pain and we hold it in. Unfortunately, she didn't say anything until it was to late. Until it had already broken her. I don't want to do that. I don't want this pain to break me. I don't want to lose a part of myself because of this pain.

So, I am going tell you about my pain. Not to make you feel bad for me, not so that you can pity me, but because... I want to inspire others. I want to inspire you. I want to share my journey with you, I want you to be a part of my journey. And I don't want this pain to break me.

I walk down the aisle in Wal-mart, in the hallway at the hospital where my dad works, at church, in the car, at home, anywhere and it seems like everywhere I go there are flickering lights (flickering lights are a major seizure trigg…

June Blogathon, Day Three!

Day three of the June blogathon:

When my anxious thoughts multiply within me, Your consolations delight my soul. Proverbs 94:19

Today I have been anxious. I have been so worried about things I really should not be worried about. I have been thinking to hard and to much about things that, though they are important and they do need to be thought about, they don't need to take over my day. Like they did today.

I need to lay the anxieties and the worries and the confusion going on in my head at the feet of Jesus! Today I got caught up in my thoughts. I got unfocused and my mind was going all over the place, I just could not get it together. I tried but I should have tried harder. I know that if I had prayed harder and if I had tried to focus on God and the fact that He has a plan for all of the "what ifs" and all the confusion. If I had tried harder I know today could have been much better, more productive and much happier.

I let Satan in. I let him see my weakness and I le…

June Blogathon, Day Two!

Day two of the June blogathon:

“God reminded me how beautiful we all are to Him, after all, we were created in His own image, and He looks at me, at you, in all our sweat and dirt and brokenness, and says, "I choose you. You are beautiful.”~ Katie Davis

“Lord, on the days where helping just one more person seems like too much, help me to choose you. On the days when Satan whispers 'You can't save everyone, why are you trying?' let me choose you.”~ Katie Davis xoxo, Bayley

June Blogathon, Day One!

Hi Y'all,

I am joining in on the June blogathon! I have never done this before, I am very excited and cannot wait to share something new with you guys every day!

I am going to kick-off June by formally introducing myself.

My name is Bayley, but you can call me Bay, Bayzil Lou, Bayzey Kate ect. :) I am 15 years old! I love to blog! I have loved it sense the day I started. I love it for a lot of reasons but I think the main reason is probably that I get the chance to inspire people from a much bigger platform than I would otherwise. I also get to share Jesus with all of you!! I have the privilege and honor of sharing the gospel with you. I also get to share my story and the ways the Lord has impacted and continues impact and interrupt my life.

I love Tae Kwon Do and am currently a blue belt! I am a totally weird, clean freak, organization loving, family oriented, super fast talking, Taekwondo loving, nut that loves Jesus!

I also have what is formally known as epilepsy (which is …