November...30 Days Of Thankfulness, Day Twelve

Day twelve of #30daysofThankfulness: Hannah. Hannah is one of my BEST friends ever, like in the world! Hannah is so sweet, kind, loving, giving, beautiful inside and out, she has such a love for Christ, a love for people, she is so good with kids, she has an amazing voice and I love her to pieces. Here's a little bit of our story: To be completely honest a lot of our back story is kind of a blur, because I think that was just after the whole seizure thing and a lot of the time after that, is just a total blur but here's what I remember: Hannah and I met at church. I noticed she was SO nice to everyone and she was absolutely GORGEOUS. Someone invited her and her brother (Harrison) to church; they came and not too long after joined (my old church:)). Hanny and I are both kind of outgoing, so we just started talking and really, that's just how it happened. Hannah is really, really good at listening and giving really good advice. She is very polite when giving advice and just polite in general. I love talking to her because she listens, makes you laugh and then gives very polite, nice, and helpful advice. I am SO, SO, Grateful and Thankful for our friendship! I love you Hanny and Thank you for ALWAYS being there for me!

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