Where The Light Comes In

Hi friends! I am so glad I'm able to share part two of this Epilepsy update! Part one: https://bayleykatherine.blogspot.com/2018/11/broken-being-healed-in-unexpected-ways.html The Forth Test: The forth test is supposed to be a 72 hour EEG, but unfortunately, we've hit an insurance snag and it's been put on hold. We aren't sure what's coming next for our family, but we are trying to trust Jesus. My biggest goal is to be found faithful. I want to be faithful. I want to be obedient and a faithful servant of my God and King. He is so worthy and it is a privilege to worship Him. It is a privilege to experience this pain. He's granted me the gift of suffering! This suffering, these trials, this ache is an opportunity and a blessing. My worship has grown and my relationship with God has blossomed. I have a more intimate relationship with my Heavenly Father and King! What a privilege! So no, we don't have answers, we're currently at a stand sti...

Hi friends! I am so excited to finally share an update with you! In case you've missed it here are some p revious posts I've written about Epilepsy and my journey with JME (Juvenile Myoclonic Epilepsy) : https://bayleykatherine.blogspot.com/2018/07/a-new-perspective.html   (most recent) https://bayleykatherine.blogspot.com/2018/07/update-update-update.html   (last update) https://bayleykatherine.blogspot.com/2017/11/hello-epilepsy.html https://bayleykatherine.blogspot.com/2016/11/disability-or-reability-my-epilepsy.html https://bayleykatherine.blogspot.com/2016/09/my-hallelujah-song.html https://bayleykatherine.blogspot.com/2015/06/silent-pain.html From the start of our journey to a diagnosis to where we are today... My First Doctor's Appointment: The doctor's appointment went nothing like we expected! It was so hard and not what we hoped for! It was definitely broken and it wrecked me! We got up and we got to the appointment on t...

This is such a holy experience. Re-living these moments. So much freedom. I feel such a responsibility to tell this story well, but I'm just going to rest and trust and lean into the Lord. I was seven years old and had just experienced a horrible, horrible abuse that broke me to my very core. I was lost, broken, and afraid. I was raised by wonderful, imperfect, amazing, Jesus-loving parents, we went to church and they led me well, but I didn't have a personal, saving relationship with Jesus Christ. Jesus wasn't my Savior and the Lord of my life. I was at enmity with God. I was a sinner in great need of a Savior and His redemption. One day I walked up to the kitchen table where Mom was standing helping one of my siblings and told her so timidly that I needed to talk to her later. We were laying on the bed and Jesus did the most incredible thing- He broke me and healed me in an indescribable way. In a glorious, truly miraculous way. He convicted me and showed me wh...